Lupita speaking:
Before that this baby was born, I had lots of illusions, because I wished that my son would not be alone, that he would have a brother. I was expecting the baby with lots of love. But then, when the baby was born, he was a little sick. He had breathing problems because he was born prematurely. And afterwards, he got more and more sick, and it became very bad and he stayed something like a year with us. But, almost all the time, I stayed in the hospital with him because he wasn’t well. So he was all the time at the hospital, I stayed and slept at the hospital with him. It was something very very difficult for us, no only for me but for my son too because he was helping me. When I would not be in the hospital, he would go and I could come back here at the house. After that, he was with us for very little time here in the house, he stayed more at the hospital than here. And after, it became worse and worse, and he passed away. For me it was something very difficult because in that moment, I believed that nothing, nothing, nothing would make me feel good. I wanted to die with him, and no longer live. It’s something very difficult.
His name is Emanuel.
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